freewalker

It is really easy to sit back and point out all the negatives when you have good health insurance and a job to pay for it.

The thought of giving up my steady job and moving to the other side of the country is scary, and I was giving that fear too much weight. I was procrastinating, trying to put off the uncomfortableness of change and the unknown. I still wanted to do it, just not right away.

I am so overstimulated from trying to repress the constant pain that someone just speaking to me will set me off. I become a short tempered bitch, and I can see my family getting hurt by it. My kids wondering why mom is being so hard on them and they can’t seem to do anything right.