Well, it seems like bad things come at me all at once. A lot of bad things have happened in the last 2 or 3 weeks. Thats why I haven’t been blogging. I will spare you guys the details, but I’m better now.
The depression and the pain has subdued and I realize i just have to suck it up and go with it. I can’t do anything to fix any of the problems. I actually solved one of them, haha, it was kind of funny actually. But I guess you learn from problems and life goes on, no matter how much you want to go back in time and fix it.
School is doing well, life is okay now and my friends are extremely amazing! I have been going to YoungLife lately, it has helped me get through all of these problem, by being with a community who cherishes who I am for what I am and having fun. I’m not exactly sure on my take for God. I am confused and to tell you the truth I dont know, but maybe he will help, if he is up there somewhere.
I thought maybe some of my friends, family and old co-workers from Yovia, may want to know how life is going right now, maybe I will put up some more posts. Life is busy right now and it seems like all of my free time is left for me to ponder, dream, remember and hope. I miss you guys at Yovia, if I get the time, I may go visit you guys later on, maybe I’ll go with Daniel some day and get picked up. Who knows, life is confusing right now, so don’t expect it soon.